Rory

Stop this thump in my heart

The feeling that I pushed away

Acted as if it never exsisted and now its back 2 stay.

I don't understand why or even know how it got here.

But its back to stay.

Stay for sometime.

I don't know how long or even why its back.

That did I do to deserve it. …..But It just hurts.

Hurts so much I wish it would just die!

Its… its like a a piece of me Is broken-and-gone

but now this piece of me is back and now it hurts

Dreams of your smile and that stupid laugh

I… I wanted….I wanted you to stay.

I love you……………

Didn't meant to tell you to leave......

12.8.2005